Four years ago today, God granted me my greatest wish: To be a mother. From the moment your baby soft skin was placed upon mine, I have been a different person. No longer were my past goals important. They were quickly replaced with being the best “momma” I could be for you. You can’t imagine how many times I’ve questioned myself in these past four years. Am I doing this or that right? Can I really help guide this beautiful soul here on Earth? Will I ever be able to show him how deeply I love him? I say a prayer each day that I can do all of the above, and for God to guide us. What I pray for the most is that you are a genuine and good person that knows the Lord. I pray that our relationship will grow to be as great as my relationship with Grandpa has been. Two peas in a pod. Not perfect by any means, but we sure do give it our all. I see that in you already. Your wonderful determination to do the things you desire, even when you turn out to be a “sneaky snook” about it. Your ability to show compassion to others without hesitation. The amount of “I love you’s”, and hugs we’ve shared already, could fill some people’s lifetime! Hang on to that knowledge son. You are loved greatly, not only by me, but by Daddy, and the rest of our family members too. We all want the best for you, and you can be sure we will do our darnedest to help you along the way. You’re smart as a whistle, and pick up on things quickly and easily. I have no doubt this will be a good thing throughout your life. You can ham it up like the best of them too kid! Just have a look at the pictures above. There’s never a dull moment with you around, I am so thankful for that. And of course, you’re cute as can be! Again, just look at the pictures above. Adorable! What it all boils down to my beautiful Rordan, is that I think you’re perfect, and I’m so proud to have you as my son. I’ll be praying for an exciting new year of life for you. One filled with wonderful experiences, and growth, and I’ll be right here beside you the whole way, feeling like the luckiest person in the world. Happy Birthday My Love!